“Ill be honest

my gall bladder is gone … i hate it bc i felt sad …but seeing i have an eatting dissorder , when ever i have everything move straight through me it makes me happy bc i want to loose weight … but i feel so weak… and the crapms and urgency are so humiliating and always on ur mind … i guess its natural but still it sucks…. i wonder if i ate just fat if i could loose a lot of weight ….”